Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Thy Workdesk of DOOM. ♥
STORY OF MY EVERYDAY LIFE. nothing new :D
i never clean up my desk..takes too much pretty time :))
plates in VD plus a random girl i drew during DT class
im waaaaaaaaaaaay behind everything :| ♥
PEACE. LOVE. CHOCOLATE. ♥
Monday, September 27, 2010
Quote of the Day. (maybe month :D) ♥
"I'll look after you..."
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! :((((
I WAS FRIGGIN SICK!!!
and i missed out on A LOOOOT :(( i hate hate hate it!!
1st of all i didn't get to pass this frigging 10 page reproductive health bill paper, which holds like a great percentage on our grade. i hate it. and he won't be accepting late papers :|
I MISSED OUR FRIGGIN CLASS PIC. i hate not being in the class pic. it's not often i don't go to school. i just learned about it now, no one ever friggin told me about it :((
missed writing the term paper for english.....
it's just NOT a good day...........i hate this sem really :(((((
and i missed out on A LOOOOT :(( i hate hate hate it!!
1st of all i didn't get to pass this frigging 10 page reproductive health bill paper, which holds like a great percentage on our grade. i hate it. and he won't be accepting late papers :|
I MISSED OUR FRIGGIN CLASS PIC. i hate not being in the class pic. it's not often i don't go to school. i just learned about it now, no one ever friggin told me about it :((
missed writing the term paper for english.....
it's just NOT a good day...........i hate this sem really :(((((
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Blessed. ♥
ive done wrong but i'm just very fortunate to have people listen to my rants and when i'm in need. I've got a date with my love, Sam, tomorrow. I've got people who listened to me despite their busy scheds (Miko, Steph, Oko, Odin and tons of other awesome people). It's just amazing. I'm just very thankful. ♥
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Think Twice. ♥
I've always thought of myself as a responsible girl, equipped with a headstrong attitude and a listening ear to match. but today, everything i though i was went completely down the drain. i lost my wallet, and our org fund. i do not know whether it was misplaced or stolen, all i know is there's no excuse for what happened. i was entrusted to make sure that both my wallet and the org fund were safe. i have no right to blame anyone.
MONEY, is something easy to replace...but what about trust? what about everything i worked for for so long? i love my org but im not sure how to face them the next time i see them. i'm not fit to be part of the team.
the thought of resigning passed my mind. whatever happened, happened. i can't turn it back. even i cannot trust myself to hold anything so valuable anymore. i'm ashamed of what happened. i'm ashamed of myself. i am not worthy to hold such a position with this given situation. but is quitting the best choice?
Maybe i'm just tired? depressed perhaps?...i'm not sure..but i feel so insecure of myself right now. I don't know what i'm capable of doing anymore.
i've got tons of things on my plate now. with this in mind, it got even worse. i feel so paranoid :(
it's the first time something like this ever happened to me..and i just feel so down....
MONEY, is something easy to replace...but what about trust? what about everything i worked for for so long? i love my org but im not sure how to face them the next time i see them. i'm not fit to be part of the team.
the thought of resigning passed my mind. whatever happened, happened. i can't turn it back. even i cannot trust myself to hold anything so valuable anymore. i'm ashamed of what happened. i'm ashamed of myself. i am not worthy to hold such a position with this given situation. but is quitting the best choice?
Maybe i'm just tired? depressed perhaps?...i'm not sure..but i feel so insecure of myself right now. I don't know what i'm capable of doing anymore.
i've got tons of things on my plate now. with this in mind, it got even worse. i feel so paranoid :(
it's the first time something like this ever happened to me..and i just feel so down....
DEPRESSED. /3
just...i'm not in the mood for anything...im just so sad about what happened...about everything <//3 about myself. im just very disappointed, i feel soooo ashamed :(((((
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
No Sleep. ♥
just finished by VD service plate. it's 2:32am and i still have FigDraw :|. i've got a total of 2 and a half hours to finish everything and then go take a shower, ready things and go to school. ugh. not even 5 minutes of sleep? awesome. :|
STORY OF MY LIFE. <//3
PEACE. LOVE. SLEEP. ♥
STORY OF MY LIFE. <//3
PEACE. LOVE. SLEEP. ♥
Ditch Anatomy Class, Anyone? ♥
TOMORROW, we’re gonna draw a real (like super actual) nude model. I AM FRIGGIN' NOT PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY READY FOR IT. i want to ditch anatomy class and do my plates for other subjects. ugh. i do not get the point….tomorrow’s gonna be so awkward. i can feel it already. <//3
Fitness: CHECK! ♥
our Pre-finals for PE was scheduled a while ago. Our professor said that if ever a group got at least 1.25 or above score, there's no need to take the finals. So we practiced our fitness routine when we had spare time.
Of course, performing a routine in front of a prof and a class was never easy. No matter how much you have memorized the steps, there are times when you just experience mental block. We made some mistakes in some parts but we ended up getting a score of 1.0! HAHAHA. i'm actually not certain why we got such a grade XD so no finals for us! HELL YEAH. ♥
well anyway, at least i've got at least one subject off my mind already. better get working on those plates :D ♥
PEACE. LOVE. CHOCOLATE. ♥
Of course, performing a routine in front of a prof and a class was never easy. No matter how much you have memorized the steps, there are times when you just experience mental block. We made some mistakes in some parts but we ended up getting a score of 1.0! HAHAHA. i'm actually not certain why we got such a grade XD so no finals for us! HELL YEAH. ♥
well anyway, at least i've got at least one subject off my mind already. better get working on those plates :D ♥
PEACE. LOVE. CHOCOLATE. ♥
Monday, September 20, 2010
Ulan. ♥
Lagi na lang umuulan, parang walang katapusan... :))AHAHAHA. Today was pretty ordinary, but i'm the type of person who likes to look at every detail and appreciate it for what it's worth :D
I did not wake up to my alarm clock this morning, (basically cause i slept at around 1:30am and needed to wake up at around 4:30 to get ready for school). I just heard yaya trying to open the door, and i looked at the clock and i was friggin late.
Funny cause, the jeep i got to ride on saved me from being late. Manong drayber was like mad for some odd reason. Tinatahi niya ang daan sa bilis. singit dito, singit diyan. :))
SOOO i got to school on time and had to rush a report for English. I left my ID at the computer shop but its a good thing a good soul was able to give it to me. (clumsy me)
on my way back, i saw Jude and Miko, both awesome org people, i haven't been visiting the org room for quite a while now :((
aaaannnnnd let's fast forward to dismissal when i was waiting for my kuya then i saw Talyn (she's like my girlcrush cause she's so pretty, nice and friendly) hahaha and i ended up getting a fun conversation.
On my way home, my mom kept switching stations and we all laughed when we heard Ulan by Cueshe playing on the radio. (ok sorry, dont hate me for hating cueshe) HAHAHA. So we ended up singing our hearts out to "Ulan", my brother being the lead, and me on the fail 2nd voice.hahaha
i guess that wasn't pretty ordinary after all :)). i bet i bored you but i had fun :D.
PEACE. LOVE. CHOCOLATE. ♥
Formspring Question. ♥
JOEY, DUDE, promise me you're so going back here in the Philippines! hahaha i feel na quiet masyado sa Canada, totoo ba yuuuun?! dude pag bumalik ka dito i SWEAR party everyday. just say the date at magpapaka-kesha tau with Tropang Box..hahaha :)) HOW CAN I NOT MISS YOU? pag kasama kita feeling ko sobrang gwapo ko. un lang. hahaha chat you when i chat you. stay awesome! haylabyuuuuu! *huuuuug* :D ♥jm00 asked: Makulay ang iyong Forsmpring page :) Some people hate, love.. there's a lot of tension and so much emotion. I admire how you respond to them all. I miss you Clang! ;) Hug. Btw, looking greaat pangit :D <3
HOW CAN I NOT MISS YOU JOEY? :((( ♥ nothing's ever the same with us guys without you <//3
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Formspring Question. ♥
i don't forget anything or anyone that's played an important role in my life. now, if you'd be brave enough to step out of the shadow and tell me who you are, then i'd just be able to turn it all back as well. cause no matter ho much my appearance/aspects in life change, i'd always be that same girl from before. i NEVER forget. :) ♥Anonymous asked: I know nag bago na ako but, I'm doing my best to turn it all back. You've changed a lot din. It's very sad. Parang kinalimutan mo na ako. I'm sorry.
Relief. ♥
i just heard word from my friend today. It's such a relief that she forgives me :D. she's just the awesomest. hahaha. i just feel that i'm so blessed with such amazing people around me, just wow :D
and now i'm back to my old cheery self! i have to go do those plates :D so i could go on a date with my girlfriends very soon :D
Bea, Sam, Rona, Joey, Erika. better than chocolate. :D ♥
and now i'm back to my old cheery self! i have to go do those plates :D so i could go on a date with my girlfriends very soon :D
Bea, Sam, Rona, Joey, Erika. better than chocolate. :D ♥
Too Late To Apologize. ♥
So i'm just getting really paranoid :( i missed my friend's debut last night.and i haven't been receiving word from her (well im not sure if she texted cause my phone's broken) i hope our bond would not be broken because of this. If it felt bad for her, it felt even harder for me. im a very cheery person and i really really value my friends.
I know i made the right decision but why does it feel wrong? well i could do now is wait. whatever decision it might be, i must be ready to accept. ♥
I know i made the right decision but why does it feel wrong? well i could do now is wait. whatever decision it might be, i must be ready to accept. ♥
New Stuff. ♥
This was a WIP artwork i did way back of the ever pretty and talented hayley williams :D <3
I'll be uploading the finished version very soon. :) It's a retreat letter for a friend of mine. It's sad cause i wasn't able to give it to her before the event :|
err..it seems im lagging behind with everything. i should start to take matters seriously. ♥
Friday, September 17, 2010
Two is Better Than One. ♥
this is something i actually don't agree with.
Today's supposed to be the debut of 2 of my closest friends. One being my friend since 4th grade and the other being my awesome talented jam buddy.
but i have things i need to do hindering me from going to their debut. :(( <//3
I love them both so much but i hate feeling so helpless. It's something that I have decided upon and i must face the consequences of it.
Story of my life. I'm pretty sure there are lots of other obstacles ahead. ♥
Today's supposed to be the debut of 2 of my closest friends. One being my friend since 4th grade and the other being my awesome talented jam buddy.
but i have things i need to do hindering me from going to their debut. :(( <//3
I love them both so much but i hate feeling so helpless. It's something that I have decided upon and i must face the consequences of it.
Story of my life. I'm pretty sure there are lots of other obstacles ahead. ♥
To-Do List. ♥
Hell week officially start now and i've got a long list to accomplish:
PEACE. LOVE. CHOCOLATE. ♥
- Visual Design - 7 studies, 2 plates
- Figure Drawing - 5 pencil sketches of a model
- Design Workshop - 3 Mythical Creatures, 1 Movie Poster
- Design Theory - 3 Studies of Ad-busters, reasearch paper
- AdPrac - Interview with RX 93.1
- Art History - 1 long test
- English - Library Research Term paper
- 8 art commissions
- IllUST org matters
- a possible part-time job with an advertising company called "FRONTROW"
PEACE. LOVE. CHOCOLATE. ♥
Something New. ♥
well i'm finding myself lost once again on this new blog site. hahaha :))
i used to have a blog on Tumblr. you can go check it out here: http://clangalang.tumblr.com/ ..It's a fun site. The only problem is, Tumblr's mainly all about re-blogging photos and i can't seem to make it my online diary with all the massive uploads of photos. so i opened up a new blog site where i could just write about my everyday life and random rants :)
I'm anticipating this will be fun. i hope i have a blast here as well :)
i used to have a blog on Tumblr. you can go check it out here: http://clangalang.tumblr.com/ ..It's a fun site. The only problem is, Tumblr's mainly all about re-blogging photos and i can't seem to make it my online diary with all the massive uploads of photos. so i opened up a new blog site where i could just write about my everyday life and random rants :)
I'm anticipating this will be fun. i hope i have a blast here as well :)
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